"You have no idea how this shit feels. It's like this hudge hole has been punched in my chest. I don't want to hear any more. I don't want to suffer. I wish there was no war. I wish you were here. I know this doesen't mean anything to you. But you know what? I don't care. I give a shit about everyone. I hate them all. If I could just put them all in a bag, and send them right away there to hell. Or somewhere. I wish you could see. I want you to look at me and tell me the truth. No more lies. No more cheating. What the fuck is wrong with you? I'm a planet. A very small and insignificant one. But why do you care? You asshole. I'm not scared of you. But you should be. Because I love you. And you can't handle that. Why? I don't know. Don't ask me. Cause I have no fucking idea of what happens in you head. Cause life gave me this. This is what I am. Nothing else. I'm not going to change for you, you don't deserve it. I'm not gonna leave you. Where else would I go? Hell with you. I keep and keep waiting and he just doesen't. Love sucks you know? It just sucks. Nothing else happens. It feels like I'm knocking on heaven's door". Knock - Knock. Who is it? Who am I?